I'm filled with the urge to create at the moment. It is getting really damn strong.
But I have a block. Damn it.
I've been trying to homebrew something for the last week plus. The only thing I've managed was a single desultory template I'm actually ashamed of.
I've tried to write, but my prose feels like so much drivel, so I can't get past the first damn sentence.
I've tried to make art, but every aborted attempt just drives me further into distraction.
This is almost physically painful. And the thing is, when I get like this, I feel like I'm slipping through the mental cracks of those around me.
I just gotta keep on trying though, right? Because the thing is, this urge to create tends to be my response to stress, at least before it turns to rage. I can't identify a source of stress (except maybe writer's block), so it is even more aggravating.
Hell, the amount of second-guessing that I did to this post was in itself excessive.
Oh well. Time to try again.