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Title: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: wotmaniac on September 29, 2018, 11:47:30 PM
Not looking for answers; just need to vent.  Seems like as good a place to do that as any. 
(if you don't care to read a pity party, this is your last chance to leave/ignore -- you've been warned)

Since my last disappearance from here, it's been quite a roller coaster. 
In the 10yrs that I've been trying to brute-force my way through an ever-deepening depression, somewhere along the way I lost the ability to discern the difference between the depression and what seems like a run-of-the-mill mid-life crisis.  On top of that: I've rage-quit 2 jobs (fun stories); got kicked out of my house (landlord all of a sudden decided that they wanted to live in that house) and because [insert long story] I'm living in an extended-stay motel; mom died this summer (my very last words were "hurry up and die already", 3yrs ago); and found out 1.5 months ago that I've got kidney cancer (and possibly bladder cancer as well -- as well as a slew of other accumulating health problems) - and I'm stuck having to use the VA, because as an independent contractor I can't afford real health insurance.

Yup, fuck my life.


I've got people around me; but I can't very well bitch at them every time I want to throw a pity party, else I become such a downer that nobody wants to hang out with me anymore.  They got their own lives and own problems.  At least you guys are in the disinterested position of not knowing me IRL (and can always ignore the thread from here out).  Don't worry, I'll try to keep this to a minimum -- update my dr. appointments, note any status changes, and respond to anyone who wants -- but otherwise, I'll just keep trucking on.  Like I said, just need to vent.
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Post by: Raineh Daze on September 29, 2018, 11:50:06 PM
I wish you luck with the health issues.
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Post by: wotmaniac on September 29, 2018, 11:57:27 PM
me too.  I might need it.  :)

thank you.
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Post by: oslecamo on September 29, 2018, 11:59:23 PM
+Good fortune.
Title: Re: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: wotmaniac on September 30, 2018, 12:04:30 AM
 :thumb
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Post by: ketaro on September 30, 2018, 12:23:35 AM
I doubt you really need to worry about keeping your venting to a minimum if you're gonna do it here. Vent without restraint here, its not a bad thing.
Title: Re: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: wotmaniac on September 30, 2018, 12:33:07 AM
'preciate it. 
I just don't want to become known as Mr. Whiney-Ass Complainy-Pants, like some kind of f'n Eeyore or something.  :tongue

(btw, let me know if I become that guy)
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Post by: ketaro on September 30, 2018, 03:10:41 AM
Eeyore is the best yo Eeyore was the only one who knew what's up  :lmao
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Post by: SorO_Lost on September 30, 2018, 06:44:29 AM
Yup, fuck my life.
Sweetheart, could you speak up?  ;)
Title: Re: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: wotmaniac on September 30, 2018, 06:57:49 AM
Yup, fuck my life.
Sweetheart, could you speak up?  ;)
???

(sorry if I blew a joke -- you'll have to explain)
Title: Re: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: SorO_Lost on September 30, 2018, 07:53:24 AM
(sorry if I blew a joke -- you'll have to explain)
I alluded to a Deadpool reference, but without knowing how you'd take I didn't go all the way.
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Post by: altpersona on September 30, 2018, 01:08:17 PM
pitty party accepted and filed accordingly.


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Title: Re: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: awaken_D_M_golem on September 30, 2018, 03:55:00 PM
Whoa this is a big pile of wtf, reasonable to be depressed about it. 
Even Spock would say your feelings are valid.



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Post by: altpersona on September 30, 2018, 04:14:30 PM
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Post by: bhu on September 30, 2018, 05:48:35 PM
mass hugs  :hug :hug :hug
Title: Re: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: wotmaniac on September 30, 2018, 05:54:45 PM
(sorry if I blew a joke -- you'll have to explain)
I alluded to a Deadpool reference, but without knowing how you'd take I didn't go all the way.
Oh shit, that's right -- "it's a little hard to hear you with that pity-dick in your mouth".  :lmao  :clap
... but I already fucked it up. sorry.  :( :blush


pitty party accepted and filed accordingly.
Sure, leave it to you to turn this in to a dick-waving contest :P ;)
You don't know bbcode?  the "spoiler" in brackets at the front of the text, and "/spoiler" in brackets at the end. (ninja'd by aDMg)
(hmm, there certainly use to be a button for that)
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@ aDMg:
a big pile of wtf, indeed.  :thumb
I'll work through it, though.


Thanks bhu  :hug
you always have the best hugs.


(and for some reason, the "more smileys" page broke for me -- wtf?)
Title: Re: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: altpersona on October 01, 2018, 12:53:11 PM
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Your welcome  :P
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Post by: SorO_Lost on October 01, 2018, 01:02:58 PM
(sorry if I blew a joke -- you'll have to explain)
I alluded to a Deadpool reference, but without knowing how you'd take I didn't go all the way.
Oh shit, that's right -- "it's a little hard to hear you with that pity-dick in your mouth".  :lmao  :clap
... but I already fucked it up. sorry.  :( :blush
Hey I'm just glad you took it well and got a laugh out of it.  :)
Title: Re: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: wotmaniac on October 19, 2018, 05:41:14 PM
Well, a little less fk'd, i guess:
found out today i only get to lose about 1/4 of my kidney, and i get to get it over with the early part of next year.  bonus: i'll lose less than a month of work.  :thumb
hey, at least things are looking up.  :D
Title: Re: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: altpersona on October 19, 2018, 05:50:23 PM
bad news... the world is round... all directions are up  :lmao
Title: Re: Well, ..... fvck my life, I guess.
Post by: wotmaniac on October 19, 2018, 08:46:18 PM
well, shit.



 ;)