I wonder how hard it really is to become NORMAL
I guess i don't want to
This is the really bad part
My disability is such a huge part of what makes me who I am that the idea of being normal terrifies me.
I've got no idea what it's like to have an actual physical disability... But mentally, i just feel like almost nobody ever gets me...
I function in society alright, some might even say i'm successful... But i don't know. Sometimes i wish i'd fit in better.
But sometimes i feel that my weirdness is what makes me unique, dare i say, even what makes me somewhat successful.
I'm almost 100% onboard with my weirdness. It's like at 97%, but, sometimes, i still question everything.