Ex gf wants us to be back together, but not be serious. Only casual.
Thinking it's not a good thing for my pride to accept.
One one hand, i can keep sexing her up, and it's amazing. Since it's clearcut that it's going to be casual, this time, i'm not going to hold back at all. Instead of trying to signal my readiness for commitment, i'll keep milking the cow until it dries, but i'm not going to feed it basically anything. This, of course, means that i'll be seeing multiple other girls the same i was before i even kissed her the first time - and if she doesn't like it, well, too bad, see? I'm not really alone and this is not really something i'm going out of my way to keep, ciao!
On the other hand, she said to my face that i'm not good enough to commit for. For reasons that hurt my pride, and for things that i cannot change. People know we were serious, and people will know that she ended it, and that i accepted the deal. This is kind of pathetic. So, by that line of reasoning, the best possible thing i could do, is say, thanks, but no thanks.
HOWEVER, i can do something else entirely. I take the deal, go for one last ride, fuck her brains out, and just before i leave her at her door, i say to her "This was the last time, thanks for the good memories!", while i go on my merry way and go viking up in this bitch.
Thoughts?